JOKER

I’M SICK!
But I think you know that already
You call me EVIL but how would you know it
unless you LIVE it already
You think you’re better right?
Because nobodies seen what you’ve done in the dark
but if I put your life in this light
you would crumble and fight to survive
or die but bitch I fucking knew that already

I eint SPECIAL,
But I SPECALize in making you feel
eSEPCIALly stupid for judging a human
while you sit at home and whole world judge
can’t watch what you doing or
follow and hate all your movements
I eint complaining but I know the people who do it are sicker
than me and i’m sick enough I might just lose it

YA
You think know me
cuz you double tap on picture
I hate the fact that you judge me
it’s driving me crazy so when it’s
to deep I say fuck it and drown in some liquor
I write these verses in blood I got chapters
for days cuz my heart is my biblical scripture
and I’m not a prophet but I can predict that you’ll never
catch happiness till you’re the pitcher

So please continue to laugh
if I’m a clown your a circus act
When I rap it’s with a SURGEONS MASK
Cuz I PLACE every syllable
in a deliverable fashion from first to last
then CUT back with a message
that’s hidden in melody making
them think and ask if I was the one
on the table pushing GIVING BIRTH to rap

Maybe it was me
Maybe you like all my music
but don’t really actually love me
Maybe you just want a picture
Maybe you just want to see me
cuz you need some money
Maybe you think that I’m happy
Maybe you think in reality liking my post
is repairing a hole when it’s actually shaking
and cutting the soul right out of me out

I think I’m sick
I feel a rush of emotion whenever I post up a pic
I got problem
I’m in the studio rapping
while this girl is sucking my dick

She cut a whole in my heart
now I fill it with women who love me
cuz they think I’m rich and if I be honest
I just told a bitch that I care
but I really do not give a shit

So what’s your excuse?
What helps you sleep?
You leave a negative comment not knowing
what you sew you will reap
I bet you smile when you post
thinking you’re hurting me
but you see the way the brain works
you become what you speak

I need peace!
But y’all can’t offer that
I held my ground, I didn’t sell my soul
I said fuck the fame y’all can’t take that offer back
Fuck a shelf you can/t take me off the rack
All the fame is not worth a heart attack
You’re insane, you’re in pain
I can tell by what you saying!

BUT
My bad
I forgot you were fragile
I forgot someone who doesn’t even know me
told you I’m an asshole
I forgot that I’m a villain
I forgot that I’ve always spread positivity
but you think I didn’t
I forgot that hatred stems from people
who hate their own existence
I forgot I’m better off alone
I forgot I care about everyone’s happiness
but forget about my own
I forget I spend every waking second on my phone….

COME JOIN MY CIRCUS!
I’m recruiting
I’m taking everyone who passes judgement
bitch that’s including:
Everyone who thinks it’s so amusing
To put me down while I’m pursuing
The key board warriors that live online
behind a screen that’s just an illusion

Come come come join my circus!
You fucking pricks!
I’ll fuck you till you love me
then pay you to do some tricks,
I don’t need a doctor I need a bag of nails
and bricks to lay down on the floor
so if you fail to land a flip you can feel
what I felt when you tried to come sink my ship

Let me explain
you all help me financially gain
but I spend my money on mental health books
and read them just to control all my pain
I don’t wear clothes
but this bought chain and just like you this chain fake,
I wear it to distract you from blatant sadness
written on my fucking face

What’d you expect?
Did you think I was immune to what you were saying
and didn’t see all of the disrespect?
Do you think I’m not human
have no feelings, or maybe you think I’m fucking weak
and now I’m pleading
maybe you think I’m just too good
and that I’m cheating?

Or maybe just maybe
You’re blind and the hate inside your heart clouds
your eyes and your mind and your ears when I rhyme
even though we all know I’m one of the best of all time,
Or maybe you’re just a fucking bitch and I can’t

Stop comparing me to people who are not in my league,
Stop saying I don’t believe in God just because you can’t read
Stop making fake profiles so you can spam my feed
I’m not alone I know there’s millions out there just like me…

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